This is worse than the random LJ meme floating around, but!


I would want to be part of Super Junior. Super Junior is a group of mixed individuals who are talented in various criteria of entertainment. This means that I can find a niche there even if I do not excel in singing or acting or look good at least. No, I'm not saying this to bring them down, I'm saying this because I think that's what makes them down to earth. Besides, being part of SuJu would mean that I get to work with extra hot individuals like Siwon and hankyung. And I get to meet pretty babes like heechul! My age would land me somewhere between Kangin and Shindong. that means i could dote on 8 younger boys. oh~ho~ho~ho~ heaven.

I might enjoy those rigorous trainings, since it would make me lose weight and look good. And speak of training sessions... yikes, those undisclosed truths! haha. Although I enjoy working under stress, I can't guarantee for heaven's sake that I can keep myself healthy for 10+ years. that's like, impossible. And it's beyond any reasonable human limits.

Another good thing would be, I would be able to talk with hankyung in Mandarin! It would make him feel more at home, at least. He is a big baby. I want to dote on him. haha.

Last but definitely won't be the least reason, in fact, it could be The Reason... CONNECTIONS!! Just look, Suju = SME artists = the world. Right? right!

Now end the day dream and get back to work.

Seeing the many obligatory year-end-new-year posts, I feel the need to write one as well. But hey, say what, it's Jan 4! Meaning, I'm late! Screw it. hahaha.

Last Xmas season, I was down with a bad flu. It lasted forever; I'm still coughing bad, and I think there's a lesson to it. Maybe god wants me to know that Taiwan isn't meant for me. I should get myself a rest house in the Phil, and be like those migratory birds. Fly in and fly out, depending on the concert dates and the temperature.

So I was really sick, but that didn't stop me from doing the annual line-up-overnight-despite-it's-only-15degrees-out-thar-and-it's-raining-gaddamit-gimme-those-tickets! thingie. I wasn't able to get a good seat in the house and that makes me REALLY, really sad. If I'll add up all the hours I spent for lining up (TWICE), geeze, inch time inch gold, i'd be hella rich. In the end, I really just wanna say this: SUPER JUNIOR, U BETTER MAKE IT WORTH EVERY PENNY IMMA PAYING FOR. AND GIVE ME DADDY. I WANT MY HANKYUNG.

2010 isn't something that I'm looking forward to entirely. 2009 was not that good, but i'm not hoping things to get better. The Shit hasn't hit the fan exactly, I'm not sure if I should brace myself for that moment. Bank saving isn't looking good, I need to find a way to make them multiply magically. I need Aladdin's lamp, and I'm serious.

I recently picked up the habit of reading English fics again. Reading is joy, and TDK is love. I watched The Dark Knight twice last Saturday, one right after the other coz i love it too much. Mr. Christopher Nolan! May I join you in your next filming!! I can be a random bystander and it's perfectly ok! I can even be a stunt man! Just call me, ok???

Talking about it, i hope i wont fail to remind myself that Jan 22 is the day our beloved Heathus Christ passed away. I'm missing him again badly. I will go watch The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus when it's out. I will, for him. What a fan.


and random mention, I cut my hair.
( The Obligatory Asian Shot )
(uh, ok, I know, pimple scars, ignore that would you?)